I just weighed in.. I stayed the same! Remarkable!
Don't lose hope yet! I think my problems money yknow, I can stick to it far easier when I can't afford to eat out!
But yeah I have had a massively lucky escape, clearly, and I'm taking this as a second chance.
You know what helps, I made a tumblr, I've not used it much but when I first made it I put loads of gross pictures of myself in underwear and looking at them really stops me. I follow all them anorexic girls too who post some good tips. Not the ones about not eating obv, their pictures are my inspiration to diet healthily, but they help you be that bit more obsessed with food so you're far more conscious about what you're doing.
I keep it anonymous though of course, so strangers can judge me without being nice and nobody I know will find it