Wannabeelovely
Silver Member
I could really use some advice and support from you lovely people. I just feel so, so sad and down. I'm in my 7th week of CD ss and, for the last 3 weekends, I've had social occasions where I've had no choice but to eat food and go off plan - sometimes for an evening, other times for a weekend. Its mean't that I've been constantly in and out of ketosis, starving hungry and with lower weight losses than I would have liked. I've been constantly chasing my tail and playing catch up for the last month and have had to re-lose 8lbs in total from where I've gone off plan. I've tried to be sensible but its just disrupted my progress anyway. Now I have another meal this weekend and I feel like I'm at the end of my tether with it all. This is the last 'eating' occasion I've got arranged and, after that, its a pretty clear run but I was just wondering whether to just give it up as a bad job and go back to SW or to persevere and give CD a fair, uninterrupted go. I just feel really demoralised, famished and worn out by it. I'm really worried about the weight gain if I DO change over as well - what happens if I gain loads of lbs just by eating food again? I don't think I could bear it right now. I feel really torn and trapped. This diet is such an emotional rollercoaster and so hard to live with that I'm just hanging on by the thinnest of threads. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out cos losing this weight means so much and I just feel confused and indecisive. Please help! :cry: