Tinytootz
Mini crazy cat lady
Thought i would have a little rant, get some things out of me!
My ex finished with me end of July, after 7+ years together. It came as a surprise, but we weren't getting on as well as we once had. I think it was a case of us growing up! We had a flat, a cat and bills to pay, so of course the fun times dwindled. Anyway, i then discovered he had been cheating on me with a lass that had been pestering him (and i knew about it) in 'reality' and via FB since before Christmas! Shes younger than me, and more care free, so i guess he wasn't prepared to grow up yet! I moved out, got my own place and am trying to get a grip on life. But i can't stop my brain from drifting! I miss having someone around, and it drives me mad that he has gone from having me around, straight into having another person around, with no alone time!
Im trying to throw myself into SW to give me a distraction, starting at the gym on a regular basis next week, and ive taken a cut in hours so i can go out more, as some weeks i do 70! Ive placed a blanket ban on talking about him with friends, as im pretty sure theyre sick of hearing it by now! I don't want him back, but i would like it if he failed miserably in life, and if she left him in the same way he left me! Does that make me a really bad person, or just human!? Thankfully, ive not turned to food for comfort. If anything, i went off food for about 2 weeks, which did me no good. However, co-op chocolate chip cookies did work!
My ex finished with me end of July, after 7+ years together. It came as a surprise, but we weren't getting on as well as we once had. I think it was a case of us growing up! We had a flat, a cat and bills to pay, so of course the fun times dwindled. Anyway, i then discovered he had been cheating on me with a lass that had been pestering him (and i knew about it) in 'reality' and via FB since before Christmas! Shes younger than me, and more care free, so i guess he wasn't prepared to grow up yet! I moved out, got my own place and am trying to get a grip on life. But i can't stop my brain from drifting! I miss having someone around, and it drives me mad that he has gone from having me around, straight into having another person around, with no alone time!
Im trying to throw myself into SW to give me a distraction, starting at the gym on a regular basis next week, and ive taken a cut in hours so i can go out more, as some weeks i do 70! Ive placed a blanket ban on talking about him with friends, as im pretty sure theyre sick of hearing it by now! I don't want him back, but i would like it if he failed miserably in life, and if she left him in the same way he left me! Does that make me a really bad person, or just human!? Thankfully, ive not turned to food for comfort. If anything, i went off food for about 2 weeks, which did me no good. However, co-op chocolate chip cookies did work!