Right heres the deal...After all my false starts and a successful first week on 790...I have finally decided I have to return to SS...Although I have been fighting with it since last october...the reason for this is that I have finally got the verdict on my fertility investigations and the fact is that I do need IVF, Trouble is my consultant cannot refer me for treatment until I have a BMI of 30 or less...Right now I have a BMI of about 37...and need to loose a minimum of 3st...and then I will be eligable to join the LONG waiting list and not before then...
So i am just warning you all I am gonna be on here ranting, raving and maybe crying for the next few days until I get into the full swing...I have struggled for so long and am scared of failing but if I dont do this I wont have a chance in fulfilling my dreams of starting a family...
Thanks for reading...
So i am just warning you all I am gonna be on here ranting, raving and maybe crying for the next few days until I get into the full swing...I have struggled for so long and am scared of failing but if I dont do this I wont have a chance in fulfilling my dreams of starting a family...
Thanks for reading...