Em_Butterfly
Silver Member
Hi guys,
Feeling pretty crap I've been rubbish for two whole weeks and have put on loads of weight because I have just eaten crap. I really want to get back on the diet but keep falling off the wagon.
To top it off I'm fed up to the back teeth of being single. I have been single for nearly 4 years (this January) and find myself constantly thinking of my ex (who I was with for 4 years, I'm 24 so at the time this was a long relationship). My sister, who I love to bits, was single for about 4 months and has recently met a lovely bloke. I've just got in from a night out with the two of them. He was all over her and I've got home feeling fat, ugly and unwanted. I know I'm just feeling sorry for myself but I'm only a few stone over weight and could almost be classed as curvey more then anything but no one seems to be interested :cry:I'm fed up of it. Totally fed up. I know I have a good personality, I have a witty sense of humour and I'm dry as the sahara but no one makes the effort to get to know that. My sis weighs about a stone less than me but is taller so, taking that into account, I would look similar with 2 stone off. So guys...is it my weight? I really want to get back on the diet and lose it. I feel that I would then maybe meet someone? I have worked hard for my career but feel that I'm really missing out on having that special someone to share it with. I'm even on a dating site with, what I would consider, to be an okay picture but with very little interest. Starting to feel that I am ugly and no one will ever want to be with me. I hate feeling like this and realise it is unattractive, but the more it goes on, the worse I feel. Does anyone have any advice? Inspiring stories? I want to be slim and would look slim by Christmas if I went to town with the diet and went to the gym to tone up. How can I get the motivation to do that? I really do want to.
Any advice would be gratefully recieved. Thank you for reading :break_diet:Ems x
Feeling pretty crap I've been rubbish for two whole weeks and have put on loads of weight because I have just eaten crap. I really want to get back on the diet but keep falling off the wagon.
To top it off I'm fed up to the back teeth of being single. I have been single for nearly 4 years (this January) and find myself constantly thinking of my ex (who I was with for 4 years, I'm 24 so at the time this was a long relationship). My sister, who I love to bits, was single for about 4 months and has recently met a lovely bloke. I've just got in from a night out with the two of them. He was all over her and I've got home feeling fat, ugly and unwanted. I know I'm just feeling sorry for myself but I'm only a few stone over weight and could almost be classed as curvey more then anything but no one seems to be interested :cry:I'm fed up of it. Totally fed up. I know I have a good personality, I have a witty sense of humour and I'm dry as the sahara but no one makes the effort to get to know that. My sis weighs about a stone less than me but is taller so, taking that into account, I would look similar with 2 stone off. So guys...is it my weight? I really want to get back on the diet and lose it. I feel that I would then maybe meet someone? I have worked hard for my career but feel that I'm really missing out on having that special someone to share it with. I'm even on a dating site with, what I would consider, to be an okay picture but with very little interest. Starting to feel that I am ugly and no one will ever want to be with me. I hate feeling like this and realise it is unattractive, but the more it goes on, the worse I feel. Does anyone have any advice? Inspiring stories? I want to be slim and would look slim by Christmas if I went to town with the diet and went to the gym to tone up. How can I get the motivation to do that? I really do want to.
Any advice would be gratefully recieved. Thank you for reading :break_diet:Ems x