Well its thursday of week three so midway!! so far its been a good week!!
my mood has increased no end!! im a much happier person to be around!!(i hope!! and im not as bothered as i was around food!!
my deoartment are bringing cream cakes in etc...and i didnt really abt an eyelid!! people eating curries, baco sandwiches and wraps!! mmmm wraps in front of me!! but u have resisted and still (thankfully) have not fallen off the wagon!
my boyfriend is tucking into home made burgers salad and hashbrowns infornt of e as i type!! it smella amazing!! but the short term pleasure i would recieve fomr eating this would never, ever compensate for my guilt or the weight id put back on!! or the £40 id of blown by not sticking to CD!!
Went to the cinema kast night to watch leap year!! was a really good film...feel good, completely predictable but made me smile. when we arrived i was feeling slightly sorry for myself as i was lookinga t all the popcorn/chocolate/nachos on display!!
but...i sat in my seat and had my first ever bar!! i opted for the peanut crunch!! i really enojyed it and savoured it!! my boyfriend bought me a fresh black coffe which was lovely and i had my bar in two sittings!!
what really got me through it though was watching the advert for the new sex and the city flm. seeing those women looking incredible in whatever tehur wearing just inspired me and made me thankful that i have made a positive change to my life!!
people have also started noticing...collegues have been commenting on how muchmore flat my stomach is!! which is lovely!! keep sme going you know!!
i only ahve towo more bars, chocolate orange!! which i think will probably turn out to be a big mistake...and toffee. i dont however feel like ive lost any weight at all this week which is slightly concerning
id hate to think i havent lost anything this week!
i also joined a pilaties class this week! was lovely to be doing something active and know that it will hopefull make a difference to my end appearance!
have also paid for all of my trip to america!! so i defo have to get looking gorgeous soon as theres beaches to be visiting and i want to strut my stuff in new york in a fabulous dress and a pair of shoes!! hehe!!
i hope your all doing really well!!
just remember hayley you do NOT want to be a big fat mess anymore!!
x x x x