pinkx
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I thought I should start a diary so I keep the majority of my ramblings away from the normal forum!
im back again after losing the weight I HAD put back on since my original slimming world success. Luckily it wasn't that much weight but now I'm back at a level pegging. time to start fresh this year and hopefully shift another 2-3 stone. I don't want to be dead thin. I dont think I'd suit it. I'm very much of the opinion of setting small goals and seeing how I look and feel when I reach them. I could never go ahead with any kind of skin lift surgery as I'm terrified of things like that. while im not happy when I look in the mirror I definately see improvement from before I did slimming world. I look in the mirror more, and whilst my peeves are with my belly or my fat back, I'm fully aware that now I am lucky I can actually walk properly again!
being quite short I suffered when I walked, I had pain in all my joints and I was unable to walk without waddeling.
I 100% blame the vast majority of my weight on a previous relationship. Sure I wasn't exactly a model before hand but a controlling feeder for a boyfriend didn't help the situation and I shot up from a size 16 to a 24 within 2 years. Now I am in a healthy supportive relationship with someone who met me at my biggest, who loves me regardless. He loves me just the way I am - and as a result the only pressure to change is from me.
We are going on holiday this year and theres a pool so I need swimwear... ARGH! if I can loose 2-3 stone I think I will feel 100% more confident to get in that pool... well get in normally... my current plan would be to shout FIRE and point... while jumping into the pool...
I want to be the girl that everyone goes "is that..... omg no way!!!"
im back again after losing the weight I HAD put back on since my original slimming world success. Luckily it wasn't that much weight but now I'm back at a level pegging. time to start fresh this year and hopefully shift another 2-3 stone. I don't want to be dead thin. I dont think I'd suit it. I'm very much of the opinion of setting small goals and seeing how I look and feel when I reach them. I could never go ahead with any kind of skin lift surgery as I'm terrified of things like that. while im not happy when I look in the mirror I definately see improvement from before I did slimming world. I look in the mirror more, and whilst my peeves are with my belly or my fat back, I'm fully aware that now I am lucky I can actually walk properly again!
being quite short I suffered when I walked, I had pain in all my joints and I was unable to walk without waddeling.
I 100% blame the vast majority of my weight on a previous relationship. Sure I wasn't exactly a model before hand but a controlling feeder for a boyfriend didn't help the situation and I shot up from a size 16 to a 24 within 2 years. Now I am in a healthy supportive relationship with someone who met me at my biggest, who loves me regardless. He loves me just the way I am - and as a result the only pressure to change is from me.
We are going on holiday this year and theres a pool so I need swimwear... ARGH! if I can loose 2-3 stone I think I will feel 100% more confident to get in that pool... well get in normally... my current plan would be to shout FIRE and point... while jumping into the pool...
I want to be the girl that everyone goes "is that..... omg no way!!!"