BlackRose
Gold Member
hey everyone. I'm a saying goodbye for a little while because I've had a bit of a traumatic evening which has booted me off LT again when I was struggling to get running again as it was. Let's just say my face and my pressure cooker had a run in which saw me in A & E for a while and had me petrified I'd be scarred for life. I'm not but the fear of it has left me quite drained and - well -exhausted.
I'm actually finding it tougher to get going with success stories, with eveyone doing so well I am left feeling completely guilty and ashamed that I cant get into it again. I need to just be focussed on me and not compare myself to anyone else.
I hope this doesn't come across as my wishing ill luck to anyone's diets -MY WORD that couldn't be further from the truth. When my head is in the right place I have all the energy in the world to encourage and support but right now, hopefully for no more than a few days, I have to just curl up inside my head and sort myself out. Then I'll be back. When I have a few proper days behind me I should be fine.
Until then, I hope everyone stays strong and focussed. I hope no one pi55es anyone off lol and that I come back to find lots of great WI reports.
Na night everyone -off to cool my burny face down now.
I'm actually finding it tougher to get going with success stories, with eveyone doing so well I am left feeling completely guilty and ashamed that I cant get into it again. I need to just be focussed on me and not compare myself to anyone else.
I hope this doesn't come across as my wishing ill luck to anyone's diets -MY WORD that couldn't be further from the truth. When my head is in the right place I have all the energy in the world to encourage and support but right now, hopefully for no more than a few days, I have to just curl up inside my head and sort myself out. Then I'll be back. When I have a few proper days behind me I should be fine.
Until then, I hope everyone stays strong and focussed. I hope no one pi55es anyone off lol and that I come back to find lots of great WI reports.
Na night everyone -off to cool my burny face down now.