No! I have a self destruct button too! Thoughts of 'Well I'll never be thin, so whats the point trying'
or 'I'll probably be left with saggy skin so why bother?' or
'I'll never stick to it so why bother!'
Fortunately, I have got a guardian angel who is fighting for me and reminding me of all the good things e.g. I love shopping when I'm smaller, I love not being the fattest person in a room etc
Stick with it babe!! You CAN do it!