Shaza Diary ~ Happy new year all ~ I'm off to Ireland tomorrow wey hey
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SHAZA
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Hi ya Mandie
How you doing ~ not heard from you for ages. Hope to see you and cha ching in Birmingham in Sept ~ I wonder if we will be slimmer ?????
I have just cheated big time ~ I was still feeling sick and dizzy so decided to eat (duh daft sod!!) had chicken nuggets out of the freezer with tomatoe sauce ~ feeling really guilty sick and p...ed off now.
What a twit i am
Oh well whats done is done ~ back on it tomorrow
I blame Ann for going on holiday and leaving me in my hour of need ~ this happened to me last time she went away ( actually she has not even gone yet and I am using that as an excuse to eat ~ sorry ann not really your fault !!)
Isn't it horrible after you have cheated !!!!!!
How you doing ~ not heard from you for ages. Hope to see you and cha ching in Birmingham in Sept ~ I wonder if we will be slimmer ?????
I have just cheated big time ~ I was still feeling sick and dizzy so decided to eat (duh daft sod!!) had chicken nuggets out of the freezer with tomatoe sauce ~ feeling really guilty sick and p...ed off now.
What a twit i am
Oh well whats done is done ~ back on it tomorrow
I blame Ann for going on holiday and leaving me in my hour of need ~ this happened to me last time she went away ( actually she has not even gone yet and I am using that as an excuse to eat ~ sorry ann not really your fault !!)
Isn't it horrible after you have cheated !!!!!!
SHAZA
Silver Member
Just read my post from 2 days ago saying how I am enjoying the journey and all that rubbish
Why oh why do we do this to ourselves
I am mad
Really mad
Going to walk the dog and beat up a hoodie hanging around the neighbour he he !!!
Not really cant run ~ my knees are too painful Cant kick the cat ~ not got one Cant take it out on hubby ~ he's on nights
Any suggestions to vent my anger ??????
Why oh why do we do this to ourselves
I am mad
Really mad
Going to walk the dog and beat up a hoodie hanging around the neighbour he he !!!
Not really cant run ~ my knees are too painful Cant kick the cat ~ not got one Cant take it out on hubby ~ he's on nights
Any suggestions to vent my anger ??????
SHAZA
Silver Member
Just want to sound off about something
Please just ignore all my rantings
I am very disapointed in my big sister
I am 50 in June and we have been talking about going to New York for a girlie weekend for about 2 years, we were pricing up the break for early Dec for my birthday and to get the atmospher of xmas time. She has now informed me that her hubby (who has in the past said he couldnt think of anything worse than going to new york) is really wanting to go with her and he made her choose between going with him or me
Guess what peeps she chose going with him ~ so thats me out going to New York this year. I have got friend who would love to go with me but funds do not allow
Bit disapointed though as i really really wanted to go this year ~ hubby not keen and anyway wanted to shop etc and really wanted to go with big sis
Boo hoo
Please just ignore all my rantings
I am very disapointed in my big sister
I am 50 in June and we have been talking about going to New York for a girlie weekend for about 2 years, we were pricing up the break for early Dec for my birthday and to get the atmospher of xmas time. She has now informed me that her hubby (who has in the past said he couldnt think of anything worse than going to new york) is really wanting to go with her and he made her choose between going with him or me
Guess what peeps she chose going with him ~ so thats me out going to New York this year. I have got friend who would love to go with me but funds do not allow
Bit disapointed though as i really really wanted to go this year ~ hubby not keen and anyway wanted to shop etc and really wanted to go with big sis
Boo hoo
SHAZA
Silver Member
Cheating Oh No !!! Tell Me Off Someone Quick
:break_diet:
Oh dear me
I have had a terrible weekend (diet wise)
Ok Shaz admit
Friday night ~ Chicken nuggets with tomatoe sauce 2 shakes
Sat night ~ Chilli with 2 hunks of fresh bread and butter 2 shakes
Sunday ~ Chicken fajetas (sorry cant spell it) and 2 shakes
I think I am off track cause i am feel so poorly and am stuck in the house and not doing my usual running around ~ just resting and trying to recouperate. Can't really go out or do anything as I have passed out twice (once at sis and once at friends) scared the living daylights out of them ~ proberly cause they thought they had to lift me he he ho ho !!!! But I was a bit worried driving home as I kept going dizzy and stopped twice so not really wise thing to do
Excuses Excuses Excuses:break_diet:Excuses Excuses
Will get back on it tomorrow ~ Ann (westhills my lovely CDC) is off to Italy on Annual Leave for the week so no weigh in this week so if i really knuckle down to it I might still have an ok weight loss next week
Only lost a fraction of what I need to and I must get it into my head that I am still way way heavier than most human beings and that I need to loose weight and quick
I am not hungry just bored bit p...sed off and missing the taste of food like crazy
I must look at the bigger picture ~ FF is amazing and had about the same weight as me to loose and she is such an inspiration when I look at the pictures of her as it only seemed like yesterday when I saw her at Birmingham ~ she looks very different now. I cant wait to post my 9 stone loss pics
Any help from anyone would be gratefully received ~ any tips out there
Boo Hoo
Fed up
No really Fed up:wave_cry:
:break_diet:
Oh dear me
I have had a terrible weekend (diet wise)
Ok Shaz admit
Friday night ~ Chicken nuggets with tomatoe sauce 2 shakes
Sat night ~ Chilli with 2 hunks of fresh bread and butter 2 shakes
Sunday ~ Chicken fajetas (sorry cant spell it) and 2 shakes
I think I am off track cause i am feel so poorly and am stuck in the house and not doing my usual running around ~ just resting and trying to recouperate. Can't really go out or do anything as I have passed out twice (once at sis and once at friends) scared the living daylights out of them ~ proberly cause they thought they had to lift me he he ho ho !!!! But I was a bit worried driving home as I kept going dizzy and stopped twice so not really wise thing to do
Excuses Excuses Excuses:break_diet:Excuses Excuses
Will get back on it tomorrow ~ Ann (westhills my lovely CDC) is off to Italy on Annual Leave for the week so no weigh in this week so if i really knuckle down to it I might still have an ok weight loss next week
Only lost a fraction of what I need to and I must get it into my head that I am still way way heavier than most human beings and that I need to loose weight and quick
I am not hungry just bored bit p...sed off and missing the taste of food like crazy
I must look at the bigger picture ~ FF is amazing and had about the same weight as me to loose and she is such an inspiration when I look at the pictures of her as it only seemed like yesterday when I saw her at Birmingham ~ she looks very different now. I cant wait to post my 9 stone loss pics
Any help from anyone would be gratefully received ~ any tips out there
Boo Hoo
Fed up
No really Fed up:wave_cry:
kazbro
jelly belly
shaz you have done well so far
so you had a glitch at the weekend
just keep looking here for inspiration and forget about the last few days
you can do this and you have been doing great
dont get disheartend just say
"well that food was yum but no more for my tum"
good luck
kaz xxx
so you had a glitch at the weekend
just keep looking here for inspiration and forget about the last few days
you can do this and you have been doing great
dont get disheartend just say
"well that food was yum but no more for my tum"
good luck
kaz xxx
voodoo
LOVING MY WATER
Shazza, you poor thing, wekends are SO hard, especially if you're feeling ill. At least with Ann away you can get a loss for when she's back!
I've had a couple of gains but I'm HOPING & TRYING to get into the next stone down by the time she comes back. PM me if you want a chat, it's such a struggle & with Ann away we ought to support each other.xxxxx
xxxxsharon
I've had a couple of gains but I'm HOPING & TRYING to get into the next stone down by the time she comes back. PM me if you want a chat, it's such a struggle & with Ann away we ought to support each other.xxxxx
xxxxsharon
SHAZA
Silver Member
Oh well ~ brand new week ~ brand new start
Even more determined than ever
Its easy if you stick to it (logic there I am sure !!!!)
Food did taste really really good though as I still hate the CD stuff
I know I can do this
Keep looking at the before and after photos for inspiration
Many thanks for all the support ~ I need it at the moment
Luv Luv
Even more determined than ever
Its easy if you stick to it (logic there I am sure !!!!)
Food did taste really really good though as I still hate the CD stuff
I know I can do this
Keep looking at the before and after photos for inspiration
Many thanks for all the support ~ I need it at the moment
Luv Luv
EmMUK
Trying Hard!
Oh Shaza, I am so sorry that you are still feeling so wrotten and that the eating monster came along. but it wasn't that bad and you stopped after a weekend and I bet you won't even get a gain since Ann is away. good luck getting back into ss fully and getting going again. we are all human and have our slips (I had mine the week before last remember) and then we continue on. you're doing great, remember that.
SHAZA
Silver Member
Thanks Emma
Just about to try and have a bar for lunch (at work) but I still feel very sick and dizzy and I really dont like the taste of CD so struggling
I am determined to get through today without any food and take it one day at a time like I did at the beginning
Need to drink more water but again makes me feel really sick and faint
Oh woe is me !!!!
ps how do you put you pics on to a post ~ I tried to copy and paste but cant do it ~ can you help please
thanks matey (for everything )
shar
Just about to try and have a bar for lunch (at work) but I still feel very sick and dizzy and I really dont like the taste of CD so struggling
I am determined to get through today without any food and take it one day at a time like I did at the beginning
Need to drink more water but again makes me feel really sick and faint
Oh woe is me !!!!
ps how do you put you pics on to a post ~ I tried to copy and paste but cant do it ~ can you help please
thanks matey (for everything )
shar
EmMUK
Trying Hard!
photos - I host them at photobucket.com and then the site gives you a IMG Code for each photo which you copy and then paste into your posts. I am sure there might be an easier way but that one works for me.
have you tried the water luke warm, that's the only way for me. and I gulp it as well - more like taking medicine really - but if that's what works then it's well worth it right!
hang on in there. oh and if you still feel faint then please be careful, you could always 790 for a few days until you are right back to feeling better and then just slip into ss much easier mid week? I know you find the food removal easier but fainting isn't great. look after yourself.
have you tried the water luke warm, that's the only way for me. and I gulp it as well - more like taking medicine really - but if that's what works then it's well worth it right!
hang on in there. oh and if you still feel faint then please be careful, you could always 790 for a few days until you are right back to feeling better and then just slip into ss much easier mid week? I know you find the food removal easier but fainting isn't great. look after yourself.
SHAZA
Silver Member
Blood test tomorrow Mandie, then I will know if need a blood transfusion or not ~ all depends on my white blood count
Feel bit better for coming off my medication ~ oh well we will see
On wards and upwards
One day you will hear from the real Sharon ~ underneath all this moaning I am a buzzing laughing big bird !!!!!
I will be back on form soon
Luv luv
Feel bit better for coming off my medication ~ oh well we will see
On wards and upwards
One day you will hear from the real Sharon ~ underneath all this moaning I am a buzzing laughing big bird !!!!!
I will be back on form soon
Luv luv
SHAZA
Silver Member
bored bored bored
Hiya everyone
I am at work on a lovely sunny day
Very very very bored and sick of the people in the office
Need a holiday big time ~ just remembered bank holiday on Monday hurray
I think I need to change my job as I am very very very bored
I might be a sex chat line operator (not sexy enough) or a air hostess (too fat dont really like flying) mystery shopper (now that sounds ok) Mentor to a good looking muscle bound young man with an over high sex drive (now that sounds even better) Personal trainer to Victoria Beckham (she needs to put some meat on her bones ~ I could easily do that)
Sorry rambling and going on and on and on
In a great mood and raring to go
But What To Do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hiya everyone
I am at work on a lovely sunny day
Very very very bored and sick of the people in the office
Need a holiday big time ~ just remembered bank holiday on Monday hurray
I think I need to change my job as I am very very very bored
I might be a sex chat line operator (not sexy enough) or a air hostess (too fat dont really like flying) mystery shopper (now that sounds ok) Mentor to a good looking muscle bound young man with an over high sex drive (now that sounds even better) Personal trainer to Victoria Beckham (she needs to put some meat on her bones ~ I could easily do that)
Sorry rambling and going on and on and on
In a great mood and raring to go
But What To Do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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