cherylxx
Silver Member
ok, i have considered writing this post for a long long time but have always for some reason avoided it in the end but here goes.
i dont know if this even relates to my weight issues ( although i suspect it must be a factor at least ) but i do know it is affecting me greatly.
now im typing im not even sure i know how to explain it....
ok, for some reason for as long as i can remember no matter where i am and who i am with i am convinced people dont like me.
this is even happening here on minimins. nobody has ( to my knowledge ) spoken badly of me here ... oh this is so hard to explain.
for example, if i put a post on and ive seen certain people reply to other similar posts but they dont reply to mine i immediately think it is because they hate me.
this affects me everywhere, including in my family life.
i constantly feel like my family would be happier if i werent around. i look for tell tale signs of them not liking my company.
the thing is if people dont like me i dont blame them at all cause i dont like me much either.
im now very tempted to just delete all this text before going any further so, the hell with it. im just gonna hit submit so i have no going back.
i dont know if this even relates to my weight issues ( although i suspect it must be a factor at least ) but i do know it is affecting me greatly.
now im typing im not even sure i know how to explain it....
ok, for some reason for as long as i can remember no matter where i am and who i am with i am convinced people dont like me.
this is even happening here on minimins. nobody has ( to my knowledge ) spoken badly of me here ... oh this is so hard to explain.
for example, if i put a post on and ive seen certain people reply to other similar posts but they dont reply to mine i immediately think it is because they hate me.
this affects me everywhere, including in my family life.
i constantly feel like my family would be happier if i werent around. i look for tell tale signs of them not liking my company.
the thing is if people dont like me i dont blame them at all cause i dont like me much either.
im now very tempted to just delete all this text before going any further so, the hell with it. im just gonna hit submit so i have no going back.