BethieJanee
Member
Starting this diary on day 3
I'm 5ft8 and 356lbs
I started 3 days ago at 361lbs
As it's both lockdown and I'm too nervous to attend a group I'm doing this on my own at home
My Stepmum lost 6 stone on slimming world in 2012 and has kept it off. I'm hoping to do the same.
I'm disabled and have restricted mobility due to childhood condition so I just never burnt off what I ate.. and ate... And ate...
Food is such a social part of my life.
Good news? Let's celebrate with food.
Bad news? Let's cheer up with food.
Long day? Takeaway.
My partner is chubby at 110kg/242lbs but he's 6ft4
When someone truly loves you and never criticises your body, you get kinda ignorant of your size.
My body is a product of love not hate.
I've been loved at every size. And like a happy little kid I just kept eating it all up, literally and figuratively.
And as much as I like me, I don't wanna die young.
So every few days or week I'll post what I'm eating to track my syns
I'm writing out my meals in a word document a week ahead then ordering it from online delivery slot.
I'm on the gastric sleeve waiting list, they estimate a year wait for my surgery.
This is my last attempt at trying to do this on my own, without medical intervention which comes with its own world of problems for life.
I don't wanna be skinny.
I wanna be healthy.
I'm 5ft8 and 356lbs
I started 3 days ago at 361lbs
As it's both lockdown and I'm too nervous to attend a group I'm doing this on my own at home
My Stepmum lost 6 stone on slimming world in 2012 and has kept it off. I'm hoping to do the same.
I'm disabled and have restricted mobility due to childhood condition so I just never burnt off what I ate.. and ate... And ate...
Food is such a social part of my life.
Good news? Let's celebrate with food.
Bad news? Let's cheer up with food.
Long day? Takeaway.
My partner is chubby at 110kg/242lbs but he's 6ft4
When someone truly loves you and never criticises your body, you get kinda ignorant of your size.
My body is a product of love not hate.
I've been loved at every size. And like a happy little kid I just kept eating it all up, literally and figuratively.
And as much as I like me, I don't wanna die young.
So every few days or week I'll post what I'm eating to track my syns
I'm writing out my meals in a word document a week ahead then ordering it from online delivery slot.
I'm on the gastric sleeve waiting list, they estimate a year wait for my surgery.
This is my last attempt at trying to do this on my own, without medical intervention which comes with its own world of problems for life.
I don't wanna be skinny.
I wanna be healthy.