Its pretty cold and wet down here but its still lovely being in the country no matter what the weathers like!! The thing about my weight is that in 2 weeks im going on a huge shopping trip in london and i really wanted to be a size 14 but im not, also in 3 weeks im seeing some friends i haven't seen in 6 years (including the ex boyfriend!!) so i really wanted to be thin and look good but im still fat as far as im concerned!!