Devon Dolce
1lb at a time!
....apologies, this may be a very rambling post but over the last few weeks I've really started to doubt/ not believe myself! Let me explain...
...before last October when I started my SW journey and new lifestyle, I started a 'diet' every Monday, even trying SW before. This time obviously I'm in the right 'head space' to lose weight and last week I got into the 12s, somewhere I haven't been for ages and certainly a weight that OH has never seen me at! So now, I'm actually getting to a point where getting to target is really going to happen and not just a 'seems such a struggle, long way to go' type thing - I really am struggling at the moment to believe that I am actually buying smaller clothes and unbelievably, now own 2 bikinis! I've always been the 'big' girl in my group of friends, who have been nothing but supportive, whilst I've lost the weight, as have my amazing family and C but I just feel a little, well overwhelmed by it all - I've always been a confident person, but at my biggest doubted my own ability in everything I did - I guess the new DD is here to stay, and while the body is certainly getting there, my mind is still on catch-up!
Sorry, said I would ramble - anyone else know what I'm on about??!! xxx
...before last October when I started my SW journey and new lifestyle, I started a 'diet' every Monday, even trying SW before. This time obviously I'm in the right 'head space' to lose weight and last week I got into the 12s, somewhere I haven't been for ages and certainly a weight that OH has never seen me at! So now, I'm actually getting to a point where getting to target is really going to happen and not just a 'seems such a struggle, long way to go' type thing - I really am struggling at the moment to believe that I am actually buying smaller clothes and unbelievably, now own 2 bikinis! I've always been the 'big' girl in my group of friends, who have been nothing but supportive, whilst I've lost the weight, as have my amazing family and C but I just feel a little, well overwhelmed by it all - I've always been a confident person, but at my biggest doubted my own ability in everything I did - I guess the new DD is here to stay, and while the body is certainly getting there, my mind is still on catch-up!
Sorry, said I would ramble - anyone else know what I'm on about??!! xxx