Wannabeelovely
Silver Member
Hi all! I've not been on for a few days cos its all being going wrong this week unfortunately! :sigh: I've had a few problems at home (again) and its resulted in me not actually falling off the wagon but just sort of hanging onto the tailgate for dear life!!! I've started out well every morning but have gradually worked my way through my points by eating rubbish so that I have nothing left for my evening meal. I've not gone over my points to any degree but I've been absolutely starving and unable to do anything about it without blowing my day. I've now got it into my head that if I go back to having my evening meal, I'll weigh heavier in the mornings when I get on the scales at group!!!! I know its mad and I know I'm being ridiculous but I'm terrified that my focus is sliding away and that this is going to end up as just another failure amongst many. Just to add to the pressure, I've just shelled out £295 joining a gym to help me conquer this damned weight problem! Can someone please give me a kick up the arse/good talking to/punch in the gob to help me to pull myself together and to stop being pathetic? I NEED to do this before I drop down dead 20 years too early! Yours desperately, Wannabee xxxxxxxx :copon: