Safia
Gold Member
So far i have been very good on both exante and slim and save (apart from one day on exante when i had chicken last month) but today i really messed it up. I knew today was going to be tough because i am soo tired and plus i have gone over to stay with my mum and dad with the children. My parents are not the most supportive when it comes to weightloss as they dont see anything wrong with their food whereas i do because that food is partially the reason i am losing weight in the first place. I tell them i dont want fried food or curries laden with oil so please make it more healthy and they just dont do it. So today when they offered me food i said no and also said to them that for the rest of the week i wont be eating it either because i have my own packs. My dad said why and i told him i want to lose some weight and the look he gave me sent a dagger through my heart and just made me feel pathetic. My mum had fried some kebabs and i ate several of them and i know i am out of ketosis now and also up a couple of lbs. I am so disappointed in myself that i am still not strong enough to deal with my parents. Only this morning i was on a high that i would most likely get into the 14s tomorrow but it looks like i have ruined that now. I have also let my husband down who told me to stay 100% despite what they say and if i feel tempted he can always come and get me. Its even more disappointing as i will be stopping slim and save and going back to sw in around 3 weeks and i really wanted to start sw in my 14s but it doesnt look achievable now and will most likely start sw in 15s. i have let everyone down and let my weaknesses win ;( sorry for the ramble ;(