SkinnyMinnieWannabe
Full Member
Well. The titles pretty expanatory. Yesterday, 2pm....starving, had been for 2 days. Walking past the shop in the snow....and it happened to me.
My little food gremlin took over. I brought so so much, and i ate so much. And then i had all this food and i knew until it was gone i would keep eating and i did. So ive had a 30 hour binge.
I feel like a big fat failure. Im not saying that for anyone to tell me im not....because whether people tell me i am or not i shall still feel it.
The foods all gone now. I threw the rest away. Im trying to just remember that i wanted to a stone and a half lighter in 5 weeks and i shall not be that if i eat.
This feeling of utter dismay of letting myself and my family down, who all want me to do this is too much to bear.
So here goes, please please guys help me get through the first 5 days again....im begging you!
I know its only i that can do it, but some help would be so good.
Thank you those that thing they can help.
Much love Wannabe (hanging my head in shame and sighing, i really was so determined!)xxxx
My little food gremlin took over. I brought so so much, and i ate so much. And then i had all this food and i knew until it was gone i would keep eating and i did. So ive had a 30 hour binge.
I feel like a big fat failure. Im not saying that for anyone to tell me im not....because whether people tell me i am or not i shall still feel it.
The foods all gone now. I threw the rest away. Im trying to just remember that i wanted to a stone and a half lighter in 5 weeks and i shall not be that if i eat.
This feeling of utter dismay of letting myself and my family down, who all want me to do this is too much to bear.
So here goes, please please guys help me get through the first 5 days again....im begging you!
I know its only i that can do it, but some help would be so good.
Thank you those that thing they can help.
Much love Wannabe (hanging my head in shame and sighing, i really was so determined!)xxxx