I have been mulling around the boards for a whie catching up on the things i've missed while i've been AWOL.
I really need to put my feelings down and this seems like the best place to do it!!
Ok so a bit about me for those who dont know me. I'm Helen, married with 3 children. I lost 2 1/2 stone last year with CD but got a bit comfortable with my size 14/16 figure and thought i was fine and didnt need to lose anymore!! I let my weight loss goals slip from being priority and let other things creep up and get in the way. I'm terrible at only being able to be focussed on one thing at once and as soon as i took my eye off losing weight i started faffing around!!
So - I have now put a stone and a bit on and although am still a 16 I am not where i want to be and feel ready to give CD another go... BUT
I'm SCARED!!!!!!!
I'm scared of failing, i'm worried that it'll be too hard and the chatterbox will take over and win and i'll eat!
I'm worried that this time wont be different from the other restarts and that i'll give in again.
I just keep repeating:
I need to succeed - i want to succeed - I will succeed!!
Please, please, please give me the strength and will power to do this!!!
I really need to put my feelings down and this seems like the best place to do it!!
Ok so a bit about me for those who dont know me. I'm Helen, married with 3 children. I lost 2 1/2 stone last year with CD but got a bit comfortable with my size 14/16 figure and thought i was fine and didnt need to lose anymore!! I let my weight loss goals slip from being priority and let other things creep up and get in the way. I'm terrible at only being able to be focussed on one thing at once and as soon as i took my eye off losing weight i started faffing around!!
So - I have now put a stone and a bit on and although am still a 16 I am not where i want to be and feel ready to give CD another go... BUT
I'm SCARED!!!!!!!
I'm scared of failing, i'm worried that it'll be too hard and the chatterbox will take over and win and i'll eat!
I'm worried that this time wont be different from the other restarts and that i'll give in again.
I just keep repeating:
I need to succeed - i want to succeed - I will succeed!!
Please, please, please give me the strength and will power to do this!!!