Karen.hat
Silver Member
I Know this is nothing to do with slimming world but I'm so upset and needed a rant!! Here goes
So we picks my daughter up from kings cross, hubby forces/persuades me to go even though I've been off colour for last few days. I throw up small amounts every few minutes for whole journey and feel positively like s':te excuse the French.
Said older daughter wants to go see younger Sid at open air concert. My hubby had upset my son cos he had been doing my hair/painting my nails last few days to pamper me while I feel ill and son overheard hubby say he shouldn't be doing it he'll end up gay!! He is 11 ffs does it really matter if he us trying to be caring and does feminine things or even if he ends up gay. So to save arguments I go with hubby and son to drop older daughter of with younger daughter. We park in sainsburys car park and I turn to say something to hubby and he's blatantly sat there staring at 3 lasses very pretty they were too. I tried to ignore it but I'm dying inside it hurt so much even the kids noticed it and confessed he does it a lot when he's driving them with out me.
It was made worse that I had no make up on my hair was scraped back in a ponytail and I had slouchy clothes on and generally looked the way I felt. There is no way I could compete with these younger lasses and I know he was only looking but it has really hurt me and knocked my confidence. I still have a stone and a half to lose but can't seem to get my head back in the right place and I know now that I'm probably losing the weight for the wrong reasons. Being a size 10 isn't going to stop my hubby having a wandering eye.
He has tried it on with girls in the past but insists nothing ever happened except a new year snog as they said no I have no trust left and seeing this tonight had knocked me for six
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So we picks my daughter up from kings cross, hubby forces/persuades me to go even though I've been off colour for last few days. I throw up small amounts every few minutes for whole journey and feel positively like s':te excuse the French.
Said older daughter wants to go see younger Sid at open air concert. My hubby had upset my son cos he had been doing my hair/painting my nails last few days to pamper me while I feel ill and son overheard hubby say he shouldn't be doing it he'll end up gay!! He is 11 ffs does it really matter if he us trying to be caring and does feminine things or even if he ends up gay. So to save arguments I go with hubby and son to drop older daughter of with younger daughter. We park in sainsburys car park and I turn to say something to hubby and he's blatantly sat there staring at 3 lasses very pretty they were too. I tried to ignore it but I'm dying inside it hurt so much even the kids noticed it and confessed he does it a lot when he's driving them with out me.
It was made worse that I had no make up on my hair was scraped back in a ponytail and I had slouchy clothes on and generally looked the way I felt. There is no way I could compete with these younger lasses and I know he was only looking but it has really hurt me and knocked my confidence. I still have a stone and a half to lose but can't seem to get my head back in the right place and I know now that I'm probably losing the weight for the wrong reasons. Being a size 10 isn't going to stop my hubby having a wandering eye.
He has tried it on with girls in the past but insists nothing ever happened except a new year snog as they said no I have no trust left and seeing this tonight had knocked me for six
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