Dizzy1968
Silver Member
Well, my initial goal when I started LT was 11st dead ( not me, the stone lol) taking my 2 week break out as wasnt on LT I have managed 3stone 3 lb in 8weeks, whilst I can see the difference and feel the difference I am constantly beating myself up KNOWING I wont make my goal in time for my next break, I feel deflated for some reason and just cant get that out of my head. Also, I have realised in the last couple of weeks that 11stone is just not going to be enough and would probably like to try for another 2 stone, I have made it from a 18/20 sometimes 22 top to a 16 loose-ish or 14 tight-ish top and a 18/20 bottom to a 14 and sometimes a 12 bottom, dont get me wrong, I am proud of how far I have come, just cant get these niggles out of my head, and I will take my break as its important that I celebrate my daughters 18th in style, but now know I will be back for another stint after.
I want to be proud and sometimes i am, just today i am having a "you are a fat cow" day I think, has anyone else experienced this? I was trying to explain to a friend last night, and all i can maybe put it down to is the weight coming off fast and my mind set not joining my body just yet?
Or do I need to be told to shut the F up and stop worrying about it?
Just for some reason I feel like a failure as not hit( or wont) hit my goal by the time I wanted to ( this is my 2nd to last week before refeed)
Sorry for the stupid moan, just mind all of a muddle at the mo xxx
I want to be proud and sometimes i am, just today i am having a "you are a fat cow" day I think, has anyone else experienced this? I was trying to explain to a friend last night, and all i can maybe put it down to is the weight coming off fast and my mind set not joining my body just yet?
Or do I need to be told to shut the F up and stop worrying about it?
Just for some reason I feel like a failure as not hit( or wont) hit my goal by the time I wanted to ( this is my 2nd to last week before refeed)
Sorry for the stupid moan, just mind all of a muddle at the mo xxx