Elvira
Mistress of the Dark
Well, it's the day before I restart. I want to call it a new start really as I keep dwelling on my failure and I think that's part of why I keep failing (if that makes sense!?).
Anyway, emmapetty recommended I start a diary (thanks Emma!) so I am going to give it a go, because let's face it, I need all the support I can get!!!
I weighed myself this morning and the scales said 18st 9lbs which means I have put on 5lbs since yesterday. I don't believe that for a second!!! I will do an official weigh in tomorrow morning so that I have a starting point and I will go from there.
Hopefully I will lose a stone or there abouts in the first week to get me back into the 17s. I would love to be closer to 16st by Christmas but I only have 6 weeks worth of tetras and after they are gone, I don't know if I can afford to carry on with CD. That can be dealt with at the time though. For now I am focussing on getting through each day, one day at a time.
Anyway, emmapetty recommended I start a diary (thanks Emma!) so I am going to give it a go, because let's face it, I need all the support I can get!!!
I weighed myself this morning and the scales said 18st 9lbs which means I have put on 5lbs since yesterday. I don't believe that for a second!!! I will do an official weigh in tomorrow morning so that I have a starting point and I will go from there.
Hopefully I will lose a stone or there abouts in the first week to get me back into the 17s. I would love to be closer to 16st by Christmas but I only have 6 weeks worth of tetras and after they are gone, I don't know if I can afford to carry on with CD. That can be dealt with at the time though. For now I am focussing on getting through each day, one day at a time.