pandora
finding my way again !
Sorry girls, not been about the last tweek or so but there are big changes going on in pandora-land at the mo & the impact diet wise isn't a possitive one 
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My OH came home from work last Weds to tell me that by the end of the day on Thurs he would prob not have a job. We then spent the next 48 hrs in limbo land awaiting confirmation, it came at the end of Fri, the company he worked for was going into liquidation.
Well like many of you, for me stress = comfort food, all thought of healthy eating out the window. We can't manage just on my wages & DD1 thinks it's her right to have whatever she wants & i'm blue in the face telling her not to ask for un neccessary things, but i think i'm getting thru to her at last. I hate keep saying no, it upsets me & i find it quite demoralising too.
Any way OH has decided that this presents itself as the ideal time to set up on his own, along with a mate, so as you can imagine we are up to our eyes in constructing fliers, bussiness cards, web sites etc. In a way its exciting, he's so possitive & i don't want to rain on his parade, but i'm a creature of habit, i like to know whats what, i like safe & being a mum i worry about not providing for the girls. If it was just the 2 of us, why hell, we could live on baked beans on toast.
I'm doing my best to be supportive & enthusiastic, i'm sur once it all gets off the ground it'll be ok. The 2 of them say they have work to be getting on with & are sure more will follow, they have contacts offering them stuff too.
Now i just need to get the diet back on track, i feel quite lethargic & unhealthy at the mo, too much crap in me !
I will try to get on more often, but if i don't, just bear with me
xx
.My OH came home from work last Weds to tell me that by the end of the day on Thurs he would prob not have a job. We then spent the next 48 hrs in limbo land awaiting confirmation, it came at the end of Fri, the company he worked for was going into liquidation.
Well like many of you, for me stress = comfort food, all thought of healthy eating out the window. We can't manage just on my wages & DD1 thinks it's her right to have whatever she wants & i'm blue in the face telling her not to ask for un neccessary things, but i think i'm getting thru to her at last. I hate keep saying no, it upsets me & i find it quite demoralising too.
Any way OH has decided that this presents itself as the ideal time to set up on his own, along with a mate, so as you can imagine we are up to our eyes in constructing fliers, bussiness cards, web sites etc. In a way its exciting, he's so possitive & i don't want to rain on his parade, but i'm a creature of habit, i like to know whats what, i like safe & being a mum i worry about not providing for the girls. If it was just the 2 of us, why hell, we could live on baked beans on toast.
I'm doing my best to be supportive & enthusiastic, i'm sur once it all gets off the ground it'll be ok. The 2 of them say they have work to be getting on with & are sure more will follow, they have contacts offering them stuff too.
Now i just need to get the diet back on track, i feel quite lethargic & unhealthy at the mo, too much crap in me !
I will try to get on more often, but if i don't, just bear with me
xx
