Channy35
Wants to do this!
I lost 2 stone earlier in the year and have successfully managed to put it all back on. Seems like its the only thing that I'm actually good at really. I got down to a size 16 and now I'm back up to an 18.
Today my husband thought he would just rib me about my weight..."you know I'm only joking" he says - I get upset (as you do) because this losing weight thing, and keeping it off is so hard for me. Then he tells me I'm taking this too far!!
How is "Do you have to put deoderant on underneath your tummy bag?" a joke? He already knows that talc is a big girl's best friend, especially in hot weather.
The kids saw how upset he made me and I just couldn't seat in the same space as him after that. The kids tried to cheer me up but that can't fix it. Only I can by losing weight. Even at home the fat person can be the butt of all jokes.
My husband asked my son the other day, "Would you have a wife the same size as your mum?" My son answers (bless his heart) "Not as big as mummy, just average, about size 12 or 14" I mean that's fair I wouldn't even want a woman my size I don't think I'm sexy in the slightest. When I was a size 16 I started to think I was but I ain't no more.
When I think of sexy I see Beyonce in my mind but I'm so far away from being like her (Check out my tracker).
I've been off work for a week and I'm scared to go back 'cause I don't think my clothes will fit! I'm in a bad place..mentally
I keep telling my daughter that I don't want her to get fat but what example I am? I talk a good talk but talk a good walk I think NOT.
Gonna start with calorie counting again and hope for the best. I've got a 3 hour aerobathon to do at the end of September and really should begin to get in shape for it, that was the whole reason of signing up.
So here's to beginning again...
Today my husband thought he would just rib me about my weight..."you know I'm only joking" he says - I get upset (as you do) because this losing weight thing, and keeping it off is so hard for me. Then he tells me I'm taking this too far!!
How is "Do you have to put deoderant on underneath your tummy bag?" a joke? He already knows that talc is a big girl's best friend, especially in hot weather.
The kids saw how upset he made me and I just couldn't seat in the same space as him after that. The kids tried to cheer me up but that can't fix it. Only I can by losing weight. Even at home the fat person can be the butt of all jokes.
My husband asked my son the other day, "Would you have a wife the same size as your mum?" My son answers (bless his heart) "Not as big as mummy, just average, about size 12 or 14" I mean that's fair I wouldn't even want a woman my size I don't think I'm sexy in the slightest. When I was a size 16 I started to think I was but I ain't no more.
When I think of sexy I see Beyonce in my mind but I'm so far away from being like her (Check out my tracker).
I've been off work for a week and I'm scared to go back 'cause I don't think my clothes will fit! I'm in a bad place..mentally
I keep telling my daughter that I don't want her to get fat but what example I am? I talk a good talk but talk a good walk I think NOT.
Gonna start with calorie counting again and hope for the best. I've got a 3 hour aerobathon to do at the end of September and really should begin to get in shape for it, that was the whole reason of signing up.
So here's to beginning again...