starrryeyes
Member
I had been snooping around this forum and found it really inspiring and supportive. So with great intentions I planned to start my now or never, do or die diet today.
I suppose I can't actually say I have properly dieted before. The reason being that whenever I try to discipline myself its like everything in me screams to eat crap. I also have this view that dieting isnt for me but I decided to go on weight watchers, as I do need inspiration for recipes and a good idea of potion control and how much i should be eating.
Im 28 and feel like if I dont lose the weight now it will be even harder when I get older. So I set off on today feeling mighty inspired and my boyfriend comes in with a slice of gala pie. there was no other food in his house so of course i ate it.
I thought then that I could claw back this day and stay within my points allowance. Almost unconcsciously I went to the shop and bought three packets of crisps on my way back. Then i got a takeaway for dinner. Arrghh I cant even diet for one day.
However Im determined to visit this forum for inspiration every day and be open and honest in my diary. maybe that will give me the self discipline I need and allow me to see how greedy I am ;-) I may still be able to lose this week by some miracle and a eating next to nothing as Im sure I will have used up most of my allowance. If not I will write this week of as practice. If I can do this for just two full days it will be the most I have achieved.
so here goes and good luck everyone.
I suppose I can't actually say I have properly dieted before. The reason being that whenever I try to discipline myself its like everything in me screams to eat crap. I also have this view that dieting isnt for me but I decided to go on weight watchers, as I do need inspiration for recipes and a good idea of potion control and how much i should be eating.
Im 28 and feel like if I dont lose the weight now it will be even harder when I get older. So I set off on today feeling mighty inspired and my boyfriend comes in with a slice of gala pie. there was no other food in his house so of course i ate it.
I thought then that I could claw back this day and stay within my points allowance. Almost unconcsciously I went to the shop and bought three packets of crisps on my way back. Then i got a takeaway for dinner. Arrghh I cant even diet for one day.
However Im determined to visit this forum for inspiration every day and be open and honest in my diary. maybe that will give me the self discipline I need and allow me to see how greedy I am ;-) I may still be able to lose this week by some miracle and a eating next to nothing as Im sure I will have used up most of my allowance. If not I will write this week of as practice. If I can do this for just two full days it will be the most I have achieved.
so here goes and good luck everyone.