melissa85
Silver Member
hi guys n dolls,
well i originally started cd ss in january and struggled from day 1 but i kept trying and lost almost 3 stone, i planned to come off it for my holiday in august but never quite managed to get back in to it and ive gained 1.5 stone.
im restarting it on tuesday but this time i have no pressures, my last goals were my holiday and fitting in to a bridesmaid dress which instead of spurring me on they hindered me, whenever i fell off the wagon i felt dreadfully guilty and kept telling myself ill never make my goals which in turn caused me to have a "what the heck ive ruined it now anyway" attitude.
these events have now passed and im doing for myself now, not a dress or a holiday but for my own happiness.
i cant wait to get back in to it i know it will be tough but im glad i have all the support from you guys xxx
well i originally started cd ss in january and struggled from day 1 but i kept trying and lost almost 3 stone, i planned to come off it for my holiday in august but never quite managed to get back in to it and ive gained 1.5 stone.
im restarting it on tuesday but this time i have no pressures, my last goals were my holiday and fitting in to a bridesmaid dress which instead of spurring me on they hindered me, whenever i fell off the wagon i felt dreadfully guilty and kept telling myself ill never make my goals which in turn caused me to have a "what the heck ive ruined it now anyway" attitude.
these events have now passed and im doing for myself now, not a dress or a holiday but for my own happiness.
i cant wait to get back in to it i know it will be tough but im glad i have all the support from you guys xxx