pinkbutterfly
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Well my packs have arrived, and hopefully the first day to the new me will start tomorrow. I'm both excited and scared as i really really want to do this. I wanted to post on here my reasons for doing it so that if i'm really struggling i can have a look at this and hopefully keep motivated to stay strong!
Well here goes:
1. I have two young boys and i want to be around to see them grow old. I want to see them old, married and happy.
2. I want to be able to relax when my husband touches me and not flinch at a cuddle incase he wants more then he'll feel all my lumps and bumps...
3. I want to walk into a room and not scan it to see if i'm the fattest person there...
4. I don't want my legs to rub when i walk!
5. I want to shop where i want to and not in the few shops where i fit into something resembling a tent!
6. I want to be able to run around and play with my boys without being out of breathe, or go on a slide without worrying i may get wedged in!
7. To prove to myself i can do it.
8. To prove to my horriable Dr who upset me last week by not allowing me to do cambridge diet that i can lose this weight without having to have cognitive therapy and because she thought i couldn't do it.
She didn't believe me when i said that at the mo i'm too embarressed to go to gym to exercise and that i was making up excuses. I'm gonna prove you wrong.
Sorry for long post but needed to have it down in writing. Sure i've got hundreds of more reasons but i think number 1 is my main reason. Would love any tips or to hear why your doing this too!
fingers crossed........tomorrows coming
xxxx
Well here goes:
1. I have two young boys and i want to be around to see them grow old. I want to see them old, married and happy.
2. I want to be able to relax when my husband touches me and not flinch at a cuddle incase he wants more then he'll feel all my lumps and bumps...
3. I want to walk into a room and not scan it to see if i'm the fattest person there...
4. I don't want my legs to rub when i walk!
5. I want to shop where i want to and not in the few shops where i fit into something resembling a tent!
6. I want to be able to run around and play with my boys without being out of breathe, or go on a slide without worrying i may get wedged in!
7. To prove to myself i can do it.
8. To prove to my horriable Dr who upset me last week by not allowing me to do cambridge diet that i can lose this weight without having to have cognitive therapy and because she thought i couldn't do it.

Sorry for long post but needed to have it down in writing. Sure i've got hundreds of more reasons but i think number 1 is my main reason. Would love any tips or to hear why your doing this too!
fingers crossed........tomorrows coming
xxxx
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