LoChan1984
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to that thar' Dieting Track thingymajig whatsit. Hiya DC folk, trying to get myself back on regular like after hmn maybe a month or more of behaving stupidly after only two months of getting back on top of things.
My enthusiasm for this is a very fragile thing it seems, though can seem quite loudly confident when I've got my steam up (like in January... heh seems a long time ago already). Been off the rails, it's taking it's toll and it's making me miserable, still I'm really pulling a face and stomping my feet at feeling like I 'have to' get back on with dieting. And I mean at some points -literally- stomping my feet in a tantrum whining grrr it's not bloody fair!
But it's something I've been dipping in and out of for the past two and a half years, I should have got a lot further along if it wasn't for the old me and the habits that come with 'er didn't dig their heels in for a bit of mindless indulgence every few months. *puffs* I'm a stubborn piece though and once I get back on with things (even if I just feign enthusiasm to start with) I'll feel better once the numbers start moving downwards.
Heh, writing an essay almost here instead of been light and chirpy - I'll get back that'a'way as soon as I can. Task is set to start keeping a food diary again from tom'ow, haven't set any activity goals yet but will get onto those when we're feeling a little less wobbly-minded. I can't do DC anymore as I have been sticking to the vegetarian thing since January or so (hmn prolly when I started going doolally, heh meat-munchers don't blame it on the veggieness, it's because I've been eating sugar-filled rubbish not because I haven't been munching things that go moo/baa/cluck!)
Will more'n likely be needlessly private with keeping my actual weight to myself until I get back to where I was last recorded on here, allow a girl a little modesty in these trying times do heh.
*whistles* whoa, anywho I think that's enough woe-is-me wafflings for tonight. Hope y'all well and faring miles better than I am with your endeavours! I am torn between WW pointing and calorie counting for diet structure, know both work and know both can do y'head in after a while lol What to do with me?
On second thoughts... don't answer that!
My enthusiasm for this is a very fragile thing it seems, though can seem quite loudly confident when I've got my steam up (like in January... heh seems a long time ago already). Been off the rails, it's taking it's toll and it's making me miserable, still I'm really pulling a face and stomping my feet at feeling like I 'have to' get back on with dieting. And I mean at some points -literally- stomping my feet in a tantrum whining grrr it's not bloody fair!
But it's something I've been dipping in and out of for the past two and a half years, I should have got a lot further along if it wasn't for the old me and the habits that come with 'er didn't dig their heels in for a bit of mindless indulgence every few months. *puffs* I'm a stubborn piece though and once I get back on with things (even if I just feign enthusiasm to start with) I'll feel better once the numbers start moving downwards.
Heh, writing an essay almost here instead of been light and chirpy - I'll get back that'a'way as soon as I can. Task is set to start keeping a food diary again from tom'ow, haven't set any activity goals yet but will get onto those when we're feeling a little less wobbly-minded. I can't do DC anymore as I have been sticking to the vegetarian thing since January or so (hmn prolly when I started going doolally, heh meat-munchers don't blame it on the veggieness, it's because I've been eating sugar-filled rubbish not because I haven't been munching things that go moo/baa/cluck!)
Will more'n likely be needlessly private with keeping my actual weight to myself until I get back to where I was last recorded on here, allow a girl a little modesty in these trying times do heh.
*whistles* whoa, anywho I think that's enough woe-is-me wafflings for tonight. Hope y'all well and faring miles better than I am with your endeavours! I am torn between WW pointing and calorie counting for diet structure, know both work and know both can do y'head in after a while lol What to do with me?
On second thoughts... don't answer that!