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Dunno what is wrong with me - but i just want to eat - loverly healthy stuff, like blueberries, strawberries, grapes, with a sprinkling of spoonable sweetner.!!
Im preparing for this healthy food transition - so the whole house has to have lovely healthy food now so that it'll be real easy - but god is it hard now. I made fresh smoked coley today with lovely fresh salad and coleslaw... The smell was devine
Then the real test came I went into the bedroom to use the laptop and looked down on the floor and there was an open box of celebrations with all my favs - malteasers, galaxy caramel - it took al I had to pick up the laptop and move room - I didnt even trust myself to pick up the tin and move it because I was picturing the sweets in my big fat gob...
I think its because I think they are going to take me off it in a week and a half:crynot if i have anyting to do wit it) and im so close but not close enough - very frustrating!
Im preparing for this healthy food transition - so the whole house has to have lovely healthy food now so that it'll be real easy - but god is it hard now. I made fresh smoked coley today with lovely fresh salad and coleslaw... The smell was devine
Then the real test came I went into the bedroom to use the laptop and looked down on the floor and there was an open box of celebrations with all my favs - malteasers, galaxy caramel - it took al I had to pick up the laptop and move room - I didnt even trust myself to pick up the tin and move it because I was picturing the sweets in my big fat gob...
I think its because I think they are going to take me off it in a week and a half:crynot if i have anyting to do wit it) and im so close but not close enough - very frustrating!