Yes, especially living with my mate, she's very health conscious


. But as I joke about it, I also know it could be the saving of me, to have someone there to help me lose weight and get fit. My cousin also is really into fitness - so life could really change for me health wise being there.
And it would be so lovely to have people around me who care about me and will support me when I need it. Being self reliant is great but VERY tiring. I do have two good mates in London - but they have their own families to worry about.
For years I said I'd never go back - but when my mate asked me if NZ was still home for me, it was like a light bulb went on in my head. I might not have been ready to go home before, but I think I am now.
Been doing some research (of course), and to fly me and the cats back, and ship the car and some furniture, would only cost about £6K. I was really surprised at that.