archantgirl
Full Member
Hi,
last night I had to go to my wedding dress maker to fit our bridesmaid Helen, went all the way to Ely, from Norwich and he thought it would be a good idea to have a BBQ, well great, my CD pack got taken away and I was made to eat (not force fed, guilty fed as they had gone to so much trouble cooking for us and buying the food in) but that was not the problem, I thought I would have a little wine, went straight to the head and a whole bottle later, was as p****d as a f@rt. Felt good at the time, but when we got in at midnight last night, I was throwing up.......good thing I spose. But I had the most awful night, hot sweats, tummy pains, dizzy, sickness, rininging in my ears, just like a regular hangover but 100 times worse. I have been on the sofa all day, with my CD packs and water and sleeping. I just want to warn anyone out there, that if you even think for one minute to have a drink, don't do it, it is never worth the suffereing the day after just for a couple of hours of fun. I know this now. I feel like I have let myself down and my CDC down, and the shame is, I am in the zone to do this. I felt guilty for my friends going to that trouble.
100% on ss today (couldn't eat if I wasn't on the diet anyway) and I hope I can rescue myself. I can't take it back, so I have to move on.:break_diet:
last night I had to go to my wedding dress maker to fit our bridesmaid Helen, went all the way to Ely, from Norwich and he thought it would be a good idea to have a BBQ, well great, my CD pack got taken away and I was made to eat (not force fed, guilty fed as they had gone to so much trouble cooking for us and buying the food in) but that was not the problem, I thought I would have a little wine, went straight to the head and a whole bottle later, was as p****d as a f@rt. Felt good at the time, but when we got in at midnight last night, I was throwing up.......good thing I spose. But I had the most awful night, hot sweats, tummy pains, dizzy, sickness, rininging in my ears, just like a regular hangover but 100 times worse. I have been on the sofa all day, with my CD packs and water and sleeping. I just want to warn anyone out there, that if you even think for one minute to have a drink, don't do it, it is never worth the suffereing the day after just for a couple of hours of fun. I know this now. I feel like I have let myself down and my CDC down, and the shame is, I am in the zone to do this. I felt guilty for my friends going to that trouble.
100% on ss today (couldn't eat if I wasn't on the diet anyway) and I hope I can rescue myself. I can't take it back, so I have to move on.:break_diet: