I went out on my bike today straight after dinner. I try to do that when I'm really tempted, it seems to give me time to think. After dinner is my worst time of being tempted as I clear the table away and everyone has left the room so there's nobody to tell me off! When wrapping up the bread to put it away for example I think "mmm bread and butter" then I look in the fridge when putting ketchup away pick up butter and find myself staring at the salad draw for salad to go in the bread and butter! I have to give myself a shake and put it back then I know it's time for my escape to ride my bike and leave hubby to do the rest. Im fine when cooking food but i hate watching people eat it. It's like they're teasing me lol I have to cook dinner and dish it up for 4 little boys every day
it's hard some days and i really struggle. I miss joining them sometimes, having liquid meals while they eat roast dinners is painful. I love feeding everyone else, I also don't mind others talking about food or watching cooking programs. thats so strange.
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