Sez
has started again!!
I have had an absolutely dreadful day, involving my 8 year daughter & her behaviuor at school. Cant do details but found myself hiding & smoking at lunchtime. (I work in her school, makes it about 1000000 times worse.) I have not smoked for months & months, and I recently bought cigs, whne she stressed me out then. Here we are again.
I have eaten nothing for about 3 days now, save a bar. I did have coke zero today. It was that or food. NOw I have 3 Galaxy bars in my bag, just waiting.
I wonder if I have been too wrapped up in myself of late to see her deteriorating behaviour. LL has blinkered me to the real world maybe. I want to quit now, I need to sort things out, but I wanted to be slim too.
Please help.
I have eaten nothing for about 3 days now, save a bar. I did have coke zero today. It was that or food. NOw I have 3 Galaxy bars in my bag, just waiting.
I wonder if I have been too wrapped up in myself of late to see her deteriorating behaviour. LL has blinkered me to the real world maybe. I want to quit now, I need to sort things out, but I wanted to be slim too.
Please help.