Tez's Sw diary.........need to be slim again

[oasis6918]

Arghhh! I give up!
I'll be back when I can get my head in the game, I'm totally failing at this if I'd stuck to plan I'd be nearly a st lighter by now. Why can't I stop eating! Got some orlistat left so I'm going to go on them I think.

I had an alright anniversary in the end thank you, hope your all doing well x

 

[Cas3]

You might need a little break, you've got alot going on at the moment x

 

[hells2012sw]

Hug, your kids are still really small, plus with moving etc you've a lot on, it took me nearly 3 years after having my youngest to really feel in the right place to lose weight and focus, as my head just wasn't in the right place every time I started.

That said I hope you can find the focus sooner than I did!


Why not try to be sensible and not gain, but start a proper plan when you go back to work and get into more of a routine?

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[oasis6918]

Re start again tomorrow, I've got tons of fruit and also I've found 17 days worth of orlistat so going to take them. That way I'll be too scared to eat anything I shouldn't x

 

[Cas3]

Sounds like a good plan do you feel better now x

 

[oasis6918]

Not really but I've got to keep trying I just need a couple complete days on plan then I should be able to stick to it x

 

[Cas3]

Once you get back on track ur be fine, I had bad couple of wks but im back on it now I joined a november challenge that helped abit and I try and eat normal on fridays so if I do go off track at the wkend its only 2 days instead of 3! usually just saturdays so I dont use all my wklys over the wkend x

 

[oasis6918]

Yeah I can't get it til next Fri but I'll fill u all in!
My bad weeks finally caught up on me and 4lb gain

Today (yet to work out points)

B-
Weetabix 5pp
Cup of tea
Milk allowance 2pp
Sugar 1pp

L-
Melon + 2 plums
Half a grapefruit
Cup of tea
Tomato soup 5pp

D-
WW spaghetti bolognaise 7pp

S-
Apple
Smarties 5pp
Cheese curls 2pp
2 ginger biscuits 3pp
Calippo 2pp
Curly wurly 3pp
Haribo 2pp
2 ginger biscuits 3pp

3 x Orlistat pills

So far I'm determined.

35pp and 5 weeklies, had given myself just a little treat but have had loads for my points today

 

[oasis6918]

Thank you, I have to get it all off I want to get as close to 15st as possible if not past it by Christmas so that's 3lb a week from now. I'm going to be missing for a few weeks, were moving out on 17th November and don't move into our new house until 15th December. Unfortunately where I'm going in between I get very little phone service so will not be able to get on here etc very often if at all. So I'll wi next Friday again then my next official wi will be the 21st December! x

 

[Cas3]

Good luck with this wk, you know you can do it! you've got loads to do so it should be a good distraction from food!

We here if you do any support xx

 

[oasis6918]

Oh yes I can't wait, I go back to work in 2 weeks, move into new house in 4 weeks going to be very busy especially as I get paid the weekend we move into the new house and need to get all our Christmas pressies! I was 100% yesterday.

Today were moving a load of stuff into storage so hope to burn a good few cals.

B-
Grapefruit
Melon
Slice toast 3pp
Cup of tea 3pp
(days milk allowance and sugar)

L-
Weetabix 5pp with milk
Apple

D-
4 fish fingers 5pp
Pasta garlic and onion with cheese 14pps

S-
Curly wurly 3pp
Mini mars bar 4pp
Cheese curls 2pp
2 ginger biscuits 3pp
Smarties

So far 35pp and 7 weeklies today
Total 17 weeklies used

 

[Cas3]

Your have a fab xmas, new home and being Naomi's first Christmas!! food looks gr8 your lunch sounds quite nice x

 

[oasis6918]

Thanks hun, so used some weeklies for tea. It was yummy 4 fish fingers for 5pps and some pasta which obviously was high but to be honest if I'd decided on pasta before I put the fish fingers I'd of just had pasta. I think I've been quite good again today but I do feel naughty cos I seem to have eaten loads..... But within points x

 

[Cas3]

Dont worry hun, pasta is still a great food to have and ur wklys are there to used, I be eating some of mine as oh is getting chinese. We had some bad news so I can't say no as his trying to be helpful so I don't need to cook but its ok still within points and I did have chinese last wkend and still had a good loss x

 

[oasis6918]

Oh no hun I hope your okay? I always find my diet I, the least of my worries when stuff is happening. I'm here if u need to talk x

 

[oasis6918]

Oops forgot about low carb yesterday and today lol.

Today -
B-
Melon and kiwi
Toast and butter 6pp

L-
Sunday dinner 29pp

D-
Lasagne WW 7pp
Biscuits 5pp

S-
Choc 5pp
Ginger biscuit 1pp

53 daily's so far
19 weeklies left....... x

 

[oasis6918]

Ah I'm so STRESSED! but I'm not letting it effect my food so far.

Today
B-
Weetabix 5pp
Cup of tea
Sugar 1pp
Milk allowance for day 2pp

L-
Undecided

D-
Undecided not much in at the mo

 

[Cas3]

Oh no hun I hope your okay? I always find my diet I, the least of my worries when stuff is happening. I'm here if u need to talk x

Ah thanks hun im ok, my grandad is very ill at the moment just got try and be strong and hope for the best! is the moving stressing you out? x

 

[oasis6918]

Ah thanks hun im ok, my grandad is very ill at the moment just got try and be strong and hope for the best! is the moving stressing you out? x

Ah hun I'm sorry to hear about your granddad, I hope he'll be okay! Moving, Andy's job, my weight. and I've never been so broke in my life (but I get paid Friday although it really cannot come quick enough) x

 

[oasis6918]

Aaw no. Hope whatever is stressing you is sorted out soon hun. x

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Oh it will be its just one thing after another but hopefully we will be sorted soon enough thank you. Hope your doing well? X