saraian24
Gold Member
To my friends for sticking their noses in and telling me to sort it, i really do need a kick up the bum and as of tomorrow i am getting on the wagon.
I admire so many of for sticking to this but most in particular i admire susan and looking at her pictures erier i realised my goal is so close and I am just ballsing it up but cheating over and over again.
I need to really once and for all do this otherwise im giving up becuase i am not doing anyone any good on here by moaning and going on about my cheating - im hardly a inspiration.
I am going to do this day at a time, meal by meal. I want to gt myself slim first, then think about having a baby and then maybe try and become a councellor myself to help people like myself, maybe I really can change my life and if i manage it then i want to help others.
If you managed to read this then you have the patiance of a saint.
I admire so many of for sticking to this but most in particular i admire susan and looking at her pictures erier i realised my goal is so close and I am just ballsing it up but cheating over and over again.
I need to really once and for all do this otherwise im giving up becuase i am not doing anyone any good on here by moaning and going on about my cheating - im hardly a inspiration.
I am going to do this day at a time, meal by meal. I want to gt myself slim first, then think about having a baby and then maybe try and become a councellor myself to help people like myself, maybe I really can change my life and if i manage it then i want to help others.
If you managed to read this then you have the patiance of a saint.