merriefach
peeling off the layers
Good luck Jen, I'm a restarter too and everyone here has been so king and encouraging. X
Right really unsure on where to even begin. I did really well last year and got really close to target and then completely lost the plot. I was having problems with my heart (passing out and palpitations) so I stopped going to the gym and after several failed attempts at restarting I gave up and just ate myself into oblivion. The turning point has come this morning when at the hospital they weighed me and I am 13 stone 4. OMFG I can't believe i've allowed myself to get so big again and its all my fault. I don't have anybody to blame but myself. I'm desperate and reading Gems story has inspired me to come back and do it this time. i know I can do it. So will you have me? not sure if you have space on the team but I thought maybe I could post on here to help keep me on track as this thread has been a life saver for me in the past. thanks for reading X x x