Well Girls My life at the moment is going from bad to worse..
My uncle died on Tuesday night, Aged 64, nothing the matter with him so its a complete shock to the family.. My nana is distraught, so Going to see him tomorrow, Funeral is next Wed!! :cry:
Also my brother isnt well, He has been up & down for months now, then bout 3 weeks ago he started crying & he couldnt explain why, then when we were at the darts on sat night he started crying, so I went in the blokes toilets to talk to him & he was uncontrollable, He said if he had a rope right now he would take his own life!! :cry:
That was like someone had stabbed me in the heart, so Davo was crying which started me dad crying, which started me off crying, It wasnt nice, everyone, cuddling us so we just went, davo went to his room & me mam had a talk to him. Anyway took him to the doctors & he is depressed which we knew it would be, Since telling me mam & dad about the 'rope' conversation, every morning we have to check on him, Its awful. I just hope the tablets work.. I am really worried bout him, never seen him this down before..
So at the moment girls I find myself getting upset over everything thats going on, people asking me if I am ok & I start to cry, Its silly..
As for the diet I am going from 1 extreme to the other, I hardly ate monday & tuesday as I lost my appetite completely then wed I ate allsorts like a mini binge then had the bad news on wed night & been off food again, I cant bare my packs at the moment, when I eat I am on porridge..
So sorry if I am not on as much as I would like but just have loads of ***** going on at the moment..
Big hugs to you all..
Will keep ya posted.... xxx