Fatty-bum-bum
Full Member
Restarting today, back to Day 1. I've been trying to restart since the 27th of Dec and failed miserably every day. I know why I have failed. When i first start, I find it hard to get motivated to finish a full day as I know that I need to put the effort in, which is all consuming. I become obsessed with my weight loss where at the moment I'm quite chilled and relaxed. I know i have to work hard again and simply don't want to. Until today, I got back on the scales and I have put on 12lbs in the month I have been off. I go away in just over 4 weeks and really wanted to be less than where I got to mid Dec, but now the best I can hope for, is to get back to where I was. So annoyed with myself, why couldn't I have simply started back when I had planned ? My hips, thighs, tummy and face feel like they have exploded. I cannot fit into my size 12 jeans I was in before Xmas when everyone was complimenting me, why do I sabotage myself !
Ok, here now and nearly finished my first full day back. Not hungry at all, kept up with my waters and looking forward to my bar and mug of green tea, downwards I go again ...... I will succeed !
Ok, here now and nearly finished my first full day back. Not hungry at all, kept up with my waters and looking forward to my bar and mug of green tea, downwards I go again ...... I will succeed !