Gosh, I really didn't expect so much from everyone, although knowing you all as I do I should not be surprised. I am feeling a it better although still very shaky, Ken is being very good but I know he is finding the whole thing desperately hard. Chris is very, very quiet and pale. I think I will take him to the GP and also see if he could have some counselling, I fear he is already getting flashbacks as I have noticed him suddenly frown deeply and then look a bit lost. He is such a lovely boy, Ok I am biased but he really is and I just can't believe what could have happened to him. His sisters, especially his twin are also very traumatised, I think we are going to try and have some real quailty family time with a large quantity of hugs. Thank you, all of you, it has meant so much to me to hear your thoughts and good wishes. Lots of love