Hi everyone
I am thinking about keeping off the forum if anyone wonders where I am. It is getting embarassing for me now, I am not sticking in, I start a diary then don't fill it in, I am cheating and I feel like a total sham. Every day I say "today's the day" and it never is - its embarassing and I think it puts people off who ARE 100%.
I can't do this anymore. I know I need to lose the 18lb and I want to lose it, but getting back on track is proving too difficult for me. I can't get past day one even. Yesterday I had a fight with my daughter, so what did I do????? Yep, turned to food. Had fish and chips last night and a packet of Haribo sweets.
So, rather than tell lies in my diary, I just don't fill it in. I can't tell lies about what I eat, so like I say, its getting embarassing for me now. :cry::cry::cry:
I am thinking about keeping off the forum if anyone wonders where I am. It is getting embarassing for me now, I am not sticking in, I start a diary then don't fill it in, I am cheating and I feel like a total sham. Every day I say "today's the day" and it never is - its embarassing and I think it puts people off who ARE 100%.
I can't do this anymore. I know I need to lose the 18lb and I want to lose it, but getting back on track is proving too difficult for me. I can't get past day one even. Yesterday I had a fight with my daughter, so what did I do????? Yep, turned to food. Had fish and chips last night and a packet of Haribo sweets.
So, rather than tell lies in my diary, I just don't fill it in. I can't tell lies about what I eat, so like I say, its getting embarassing for me now. :cry::cry::cry: