Maybe hate is the wrong word? Resent is more like it. I'm just being all miserable and fed up with pretty much everything so of course SW is included in that. The only thing that is keeping me vaguely on plan is the guilt - if I stop this then I will never drop the weight I need to lose to get my life moving in the right direction and to enable me to have what I want the most in life.
I want it, I really do want it. I just wish everything didn't have to be such a slog sometimes. Of course that's life, I know that. Doesn't stop me wishing. x
Well, I feel like I have put on 20lbs but have somehow lost 1lb! After the week I've had it's a bonus as I expected nothing. This week coming will be a challenge as I'm moving house so fitting in decent food will be tricky. Plus more trips to the doctors to discuss what the hell we are going to do with me and my uncooperative body. :/ I'll do well to lose anything next week so wish me luck! x
*Emsie* said:I know its easy for me to say as I haven't got the pressure that you have of the reason to lose weight but can you try and not resent/hate it(though I do myself at times!) because hopefully it will be what gets youto wwhere you want to be with what you want to have? With losse like below! Wishing you loads of luck with your busy week ahead! Lots of planning needed for a good week? x
margarino said:Another measly 1/2 pound off, i guess losing anything is better than gaining but am getting quite fed up with myself for not trying harder...
missy1978 said:That's not bad at all! We could all try harder, I know I could. Don't beat yourself up or compare yourself to anyone else, just do the best you can (and yes, I know I'm a fine one to talk!)
Another measly 1/2 pound off, i guess losing anything is better than gaining but am getting quite fed up with myself for not trying harder...
I fell off the wagon with a large bump! Never bothered going last week and don't want to tomorrow but I will force myself! I've enjoyed my fortnight off so line under and start a fresh! Hoping for no more than 5lb on lol