So tomorrow i start my 12 weeks of sole source.
After one failed attempt 2 years ago after loosing a stone in my first week i am more determined than ever.
I have weighed and at the moment i stand at 13.4 stone and am 5ft. I am hoping to loose five stone so that for the first time in my adult life i can feel better about myself.
over the past couple of years my weight has spiraled out of control and i actually notice people look and talk to you in a different way when your big.
As well as wanting to do this for my health and for general appearance, one of my main triggers/realisations that things were out of control was my boyfriend when i first got with him a year ago mentioned i was the biggest girl he had been with, i sure this wasn't meant in a bad way and was just a passing comment but ive put 2.5 stone on since then and generally feel disgusting about myself.
Bit anxious that im not going to get through it as my will power is generally zero but i really hope i can do it, it will make me the happiest girl in the world.
So roll on tomorrow ..........
After one failed attempt 2 years ago after loosing a stone in my first week i am more determined than ever.
I have weighed and at the moment i stand at 13.4 stone and am 5ft. I am hoping to loose five stone so that for the first time in my adult life i can feel better about myself.
over the past couple of years my weight has spiraled out of control and i actually notice people look and talk to you in a different way when your big.
As well as wanting to do this for my health and for general appearance, one of my main triggers/realisations that things were out of control was my boyfriend when i first got with him a year ago mentioned i was the biggest girl he had been with, i sure this wasn't meant in a bad way and was just a passing comment but ive put 2.5 stone on since then and generally feel disgusting about myself.
Bit anxious that im not going to get through it as my will power is generally zero but i really hope i can do it, it will make me the happiest girl in the world.
So roll on tomorrow ..........