randomgurl
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I need help.... I think... :sigh:
After falling off the x-mas wagon.... well.... 'things are just going BAD!!!
Seriously Bad.
I was trying to get into the diet again. I have TONS of foodpacks so I figured to save money I would have those then work through those with a small atkins-esque snack, then go back to CDC. Sounds like a good plan, right?
Only, I'm not doing that. First I just did the whole 'Ill start tomorrow' thing (ie. stuffed my fat face )... but over the last few weeks I haven't either been doing CD or eating properly. Somedays I might manage one foodpack, other days it might be some tuna or chicken, and some days nothing at all!
I -know- this isn't healthy.... its not about losing more weight because I know about 'starvation mode' and that I would most likely lose more on CD anyway. I don't know why, just right now eating (or even drinking shakes) seems really hard. I'm -hoping- its just a wierd phase.... :sigh:
Its not like an ED, but its been 3 weeks, and I'm worried I'll turn around in 3 months and it would have morphed into one!
I've been thinking about the options. Like, I could try going back to my CDC and see if that helps.... it might make me focus more on doing the diet as it should be (she knows sometimes before I found it hard getting through all 3 packs), and having the tetra's might make things easier. On the other hand, being on a diet that allows no food might make things worse. Hmmm... maybe trying working up the plans until this stupidity stops?
I could try another diet... but then, that would involve meals which seem to be an issue right now.
Totally forgetting I'm overweight and getting a pizza.... tempting. I tried this one (well, with chicken and rice last week) and that didn't really work out either, it just made me panic about how I was going to just binge and put all the weight I lost back on.
So... any advice? Or had anyone been here with CD?
Thanks in advance
RG
(Ps. For any new starters I'm going to make a disclaimer that this ISNT because of CD.... CD is a great diet!)
After falling off the x-mas wagon.... well.... 'things are just going BAD!!!
Seriously Bad.
I was trying to get into the diet again. I have TONS of foodpacks so I figured to save money I would have those then work through those with a small atkins-esque snack, then go back to CDC. Sounds like a good plan, right?
Only, I'm not doing that. First I just did the whole 'Ill start tomorrow' thing (ie. stuffed my fat face )... but over the last few weeks I haven't either been doing CD or eating properly. Somedays I might manage one foodpack, other days it might be some tuna or chicken, and some days nothing at all!
I -know- this isn't healthy.... its not about losing more weight because I know about 'starvation mode' and that I would most likely lose more on CD anyway. I don't know why, just right now eating (or even drinking shakes) seems really hard. I'm -hoping- its just a wierd phase.... :sigh:
Its not like an ED, but its been 3 weeks, and I'm worried I'll turn around in 3 months and it would have morphed into one!
I've been thinking about the options. Like, I could try going back to my CDC and see if that helps.... it might make me focus more on doing the diet as it should be (she knows sometimes before I found it hard getting through all 3 packs), and having the tetra's might make things easier. On the other hand, being on a diet that allows no food might make things worse. Hmmm... maybe trying working up the plans until this stupidity stops?
I could try another diet... but then, that would involve meals which seem to be an issue right now.
Totally forgetting I'm overweight and getting a pizza.... tempting. I tried this one (well, with chicken and rice last week) and that didn't really work out either, it just made me panic about how I was going to just binge and put all the weight I lost back on.
So... any advice? Or had anyone been here with CD?
Thanks in advance
RG
(Ps. For any new starters I'm going to make a disclaimer that this ISNT because of CD.... CD is a great diet!)