SingerJess
Full Member
Hi I just joined this site. I have used some other things like this before - LoseIt and MFP, and I find that the support you can get from other people when you really need it is amazing. I love people. And I find the great thing about these things is that none of you know me, you don't know much about my life outside of t'internet and so I can say blurt out when I have a bad day. So thanks in advance - because I have been reading some of the other posts and I already love you all!! :heartpump:
Anyway - to the point. Today is my day zero. The most annoyed with myself I've felt, and the most fed up I've been.
I weigh 16 stone 9 pounds.
And I don't want to weigh that much anymore. It's making me depressed - I just don't feel NORMAL!! I am 21 and I never go out. I eat junk food. I slob out. I get stressed. I cry alot. And I hate how I look.
I want to get married and look gorgeous on my Wedding day. I want to be healthy and have children one day. I want to wear fashionable clothes. I don't want to be the fat girl anymore.
Today is the lowest I think I have felt in a while about this. It is exactly 2 and a half years since I met my partner today and we met I was just under 11 stone - Almost 5 stone in that time is ridiculous!
Anyway - I'm doing the START RIGHT THIS SECOND THING!! It's crazy. I'm not prepared. I have a house full of junk food. I don't know where my jogging bottoms, are and I need to buy some vegetables.
I am poor student and so don't have the money to go to Slimming World. However I will be following the plan and weighing myself once a week - I think Fridays would be a good idea.
I think telling you makes this feel more final. Today is the last day of this life - and tomorrow I am going to change and sort my weight out!! Once and for all..
I want to be:
- Healthier
- Fitter
- Happier
- Prettier
- More confident
- Sexier
Wish me luck.
Anyway - to the point. Today is my day zero. The most annoyed with myself I've felt, and the most fed up I've been.
I weigh 16 stone 9 pounds.
And I don't want to weigh that much anymore. It's making me depressed - I just don't feel NORMAL!! I am 21 and I never go out. I eat junk food. I slob out. I get stressed. I cry alot. And I hate how I look.
I want to get married and look gorgeous on my Wedding day. I want to be healthy and have children one day. I want to wear fashionable clothes. I don't want to be the fat girl anymore.
Today is the lowest I think I have felt in a while about this. It is exactly 2 and a half years since I met my partner today and we met I was just under 11 stone - Almost 5 stone in that time is ridiculous!
Anyway - I'm doing the START RIGHT THIS SECOND THING!! It's crazy. I'm not prepared. I have a house full of junk food. I don't know where my jogging bottoms, are and I need to buy some vegetables.
I am poor student and so don't have the money to go to Slimming World. However I will be following the plan and weighing myself once a week - I think Fridays would be a good idea.
I think telling you makes this feel more final. Today is the last day of this life - and tomorrow I am going to change and sort my weight out!! Once and for all..
I want to be:
- Healthier
- Fitter
- Happier
- Prettier
- More confident
- Sexier
Wish me luck.