Iam Loving It!! lol lol
i totally had a melt down last night bout 11pm, was cryin lol, (feel silly now), i felt it coming on for a couple of hours. This may sound silly but i was cooking 2 sausage sandwhiches for my 11year old bout 8pm and while i was cutting it i fot to myself, Mmmmm cant wait until i can have this again, THEN i fot i wont have 2 i will have 4. I sat down n couldnt get it out my head wot i had fot, am i goin to still over eat when i lose my weight and can eat again, god am a bit scared. I had everyfing goin through my mind, how much i use to eat but not let anyone know the amount i would eat. Food is defo somefing i have used as comfort for about 15years i would say. Feel better today but scared how am goin to feel tonight. Ended up reading a cook book in bed lol lol lol lol. Am i losing my mind lol ????