I've know my OH for 9 years, but we've only been seeing each other 6 months, living together for half that time. He's seen me naked when we've been 'at it', but I always think he don't pay any attention to my body with sex on his mind, lol, and he comes and sits in the bathroom when I'm in the bath (under water) but the other day he walked in whilst I was climbing out, and I went totally psycho on him. I screamed at him not to look at my belly, and I mean screamed, I couldn't grab a towel fast enough. He turned round and walked out, not saying a word. The second he left, I couldnt believe how stupid i'd been. I went and apologiesed, but could tell something was up. Well, a couple of days later, I closed my laptop while I was writing on minis, because I felt embarrassed for him to see what I was writing about my weight issues. He started on about how can I love him, if I can't share everything with him, and to him, Im just Donna, whether I be thin or fat. He just couldnt understand. I really thought I wouldnt have this issue with him, as his ex wife is a big girl, but no I'm constantly thinking, ' did she look better than me naked?' I just cannot see how he wouldnt find my droopy boobs and hanging apron belly a turn off. And of course, Im also worried that, after losing the weight, I'll still feel unnatractive, thanks to the loose skin im almost certain i'll have on my belly, thighs and arms.