Havent been on the site for about ten days now so thought I'd update my diary. Its been 18 days now and blimey, feels like 18 months!! Have stuck to it and to be honest some days I'm totally fine with it, but other days its been really tough. I had yesterday off as it was my birthday and all of my family came out for a meal which was such a treat to be able to chew something with flavour! I ordered my meal and what happened? I couldnt eat it!! I hadnt had a third of the dinner and I simply couldnt eat it, I was so full up. I'm a big girl with a big appetite and this was a very alien feeling for me!! So I wasnt as naughty as I'd imagined I would be so I went to bed last night a very happy girl. Back on track today and cant wait until the first 4 weeks are up as this is when I get weighed and I see how much I've lost so far. Got a long way to go but I can really feel I've lost some weight already which is wonderful. I think I need to log onto here more regularly to get some motivation though, I'm not as positive in the head as I was at the beginning. Oh well, I shall update the diary again soon and hope I stay being focused and good!