*Hugest Hugs* Anne-Marie.
I can so understand your frustration and disappointed sweetie. I'm so sorry to hear you were poorly last week. Maybe your little body wanted to hold on to the weight as a survival method after you being so sick? It will release it again next week, don't worry.
It's great that you're going to keep on LTin. That shows so much spirit and determination.
I can so relate to your toilet problems. I have so much difficulty doing a poo. In fact I've been known to sit on the loo crying my eyes out! My problem is *TMI AHEAD* - the poo is there but it won't come out. I take 3 pysllium husks every morning and take a Senokot on a Saturday evening, along with Dulcoease (stool softener) (lovely subject eh) This works, albeit the 'trying to go' can go on all day. Senokot makes me vomit, don't know why? As other people are fine with it.
If I was you I would exhaust every possible 'make you go to the loo' avenue. I really hope you find something that works.
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