Thank you everyone. All your kind words made me cry even more lol but in a lovely way. I cant even think of her not being around no more she was so sepcial. I loved her so much!! I cant stop kissing and hugging bailey i am sure he knows something (Dogs are funny like that) So glad i am home now i dont think i was much use at work today everytime someone talked to me i started to cry, how embarrassing, i just couldnt help it! I forgot there was a staff meeting this morning at work and after going to see leah i walked back into the office with everyone sat round a table, they all looked at my red blotchy face from crying, i burst out cryin again and left.... i feel so stupid now. I think everyone understands tho and is being lovely.
Leah was taken to the vets today and is being cremated. My ex is being alot stronger than i am, but i think when he is home alone without her tonight it will all sink in... feel so sorry for him, him and Leah where two peas in a pod. Shocked i have stuck to the diet but me eating junk food aint gonna magic her back to life.
Thanks everyone for there kind words she was so special to me and i loved her so much she will be a HUGE miss!! RIP Leah!! xxxx