Sarah-Jayne
Gold Member
I managed to get to target in November after working really hard at losing weight for nearly two years.
Yesterday it hit me how much I have slipped since hitting target. Ive obviously just not worried about SW too much and put inches on. I had a shower, dried off and hit the wardrobe looking for something to wear that afternoon to the beach with my family. Nothing fitted me. Nothing what so ever. Work clothing is fine and I wear PJ's when ever at home but when looking for casual clothing to wear I was completely stuck. Anyway, it got me so upset that I literally sat there on the bed in my underwear crying my eyes out.
I think thats what I needed though. I refuse to buy bigger clothes so I have no choice but to get back to target....and im going to do it.
I'm a little stressed out what with moving house in a few weeks time and I know when I move I wont be able to do as many red days as we wont be able to afford to buy meat but i'm determined to get back to target. I need to.
It knocked my confidence yesterday not being able to get into my jeans but im keeping them and they will fit again!
Sorry for the rant/essay. Hope your all having a lovely bank holiday weekend xx
Yesterday it hit me how much I have slipped since hitting target. Ive obviously just not worried about SW too much and put inches on. I had a shower, dried off and hit the wardrobe looking for something to wear that afternoon to the beach with my family. Nothing fitted me. Nothing what so ever. Work clothing is fine and I wear PJ's when ever at home but when looking for casual clothing to wear I was completely stuck. Anyway, it got me so upset that I literally sat there on the bed in my underwear crying my eyes out.
I think thats what I needed though. I refuse to buy bigger clothes so I have no choice but to get back to target....and im going to do it.
I'm a little stressed out what with moving house in a few weeks time and I know when I move I wont be able to do as many red days as we wont be able to afford to buy meat but i'm determined to get back to target. I need to.
It knocked my confidence yesterday not being able to get into my jeans but im keeping them and they will fit again!
Sorry for the rant/essay. Hope your all having a lovely bank holiday weekend xx