Thanks so much guys - this has given me huge inspiration.
I have a checkered history with TFR diets - went from 13 stone to 10 with Lipotrim 2 years ago, piled it all back on. Then went on Cambridge Diet last year and got back to 12 stone for my wedding. That was a year ago and am totally out of control since then - have hit an all time record height of 17 stone now and words cannot describe the self loathing and disgust i feel at myself.
I am going on holidays to America in 2 weeks time and i started a healthy eating regime last xmas to be a slim size 12 before i went. Got down to 14 and a half stone before loosing the plot totallyand escalating to my current mass. I have 2 weeks before and i reckon with SS i could have a stone gone - still massive but not as massive.
Girls, i wake every morning and i can't believe what i have let happened, i feel like i am living a nightmare and i don't know how to get out of it. I am huge, uncomfortable, sweaty, wearing massive clothes, unfit and hideous. I am only married a year to a fabulous man, have a great job and have it all ahead of myself - why am i ruining my life with this flab?